I know I’m supposed to log off tumblr during the weekdays, but she’s worth logging in to write a post, in the middle of my mocks exam revision.
So there’s this bitch, —> HAHAHAHA jk
So, there’s this girl that I’ve known for about 12 years, and who I’ve been close to for 8 to 9 years. She’ll always be my original concert buddy; Panic concert, FOB concert, those are our best ones, we always look after each other at every concerts (most of the time from the first row, WHAT UP BITCHES HAHAHA). At times, she can be a pain in the ass, especially when she’s sleepy. But I’ve gotten used to it, as I know everyone in the whole world will be a pain in the ass at some points in their lives. Including me, I think sometimes I’m such a pain in the ass for her because of my worrying-nature and moodiness, and I want to first off, just apologize to her for anything that I’ve done that might have hurt her or annoy her. Anything I did wrong, are just simply me being childish and I’m really sorry.
I also have to say that I look up to her for some things in life. I mean I’m stubborn and all, especially when I want something I’d stress about it. But this girl, showed me the true meaning of Hakuna Matata (we should get a matching Hakuna Matata tattoo, sis, btw). When everything gets too much for me, I always remember her saying “Just go with the flow, you’ll be fine”.
She’s always the one who believed in me the most (I think). I remember sometimes I wish she’s one of my parents. I think she’ll make a great mother in the future. I always felt loved, even though sometimes she’s showing it in a weird way or whatever. I always felt accepted by her. Whenever I have issues with grades, body-image, or anything really, she’s always there to say “No, you’re okay” or “You’ll be fine! Just relax!”. She’s not just a good friend to me, she’s one of the big sisters I’ve never had. One more thing I admire from her is her ability to believe in herself, in which I have to learn at some points in my life. It seems like she had everything figured out in her life, she doesn’t stress, she just does the things she needs to do . And I think she should never change.
She’s very awesome and she has always been there for me, and is always protecting me. Most importantly, she tries to understand me, who is usually misunderstood by some other people. It’s hard for me to open up, to let someone understand me, but with her, I feel like she’s always going to accept me, so I can actually say what I want to say and do what I want to do.
I really thank God for the day she was born, which is today, 18 years ago. I think if she was never born, I’d be a very different person right now. I don’t really say these things in person to her, but I just wanna let her know that she’s really significant in my life and I really want her forever in my life. I also wants to let her know that anything she does in life, I believe that she’ll excel and ace it. And I kinda love her. Hahahahahah, I love you, pep.
Enough with the honest, mushy, feelings; Back to me being me..
BEER BEER BEER BEER PUNCH PUNCH KICK FOOTBALL SOCCER BASKETBALL BOXXXXINNNGGGG RAAAAAAAGHHH (just because I think this post has been very feminine and mushy)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEPPEKKES! HAVE A FUCKING AWESOME DAY TODAY YOU DESERVE IT. HELL YOU DESERVE AWESOMENESS EVERYDAY HAHAHAH. LOVE YOU SIS HAHAHAHAH *SPORTS-GUY-CHEST-BUMP*
